Long COVID
Outcome unclear
Mind lost and life collapsed with long COVID; antidepressants and clonazepam, then Taoism
- Condition
- Long COVID
- At worst
- Not stated
- Ill for
- Not stated
- Last post
- Oct 2024
In their words
- Condition: Long COVID
After having my life collapse entirely
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Summary
After their life collapsed entirely, they reached a rock bottom in which they lost their mind and was taken somewhere against their will, feeling immense powerlessness. They had used antidepressants and clonazepam, which they said destroyed them; they called clonazepam a deal with Satan. They later turned to Taoism, Buddhism and esoteric teachings about Source, saying this was what worked for them.
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What they tried
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Their words about each treatment
- Taoism · Helped
Taoism, especially greatly helped me to "let go and trust the universe".
In context ↗ - Buddhism · Helped
Buddhism helped me to understand that a desire, desire for something external that your happiness is based upon will *always* lead to some sort of suffering.
In context ↗ - anti depressants · Much worse
I used to meditate myself with anti depressants. ... Well, they destroyed me.
In context ↗ - Clonazepam · Much worse
Clonazepam specifically is making a deal with Satan.
In context ↗ - esoteric teachings and discovering 'Source' - God · Helped
What worked for me was going deep into esoteric teachings and discovering 'Source' - God
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Their path
They say too little about how ill they were at each step to draw it on the severity scale, so the steps are listed as they describe them. Dates are when they posted.
| When | What happened |
|---|---|
| — | life collapsed entirelyAfter having my life collapse entirelyIn context ↗ |
| — | rock bottom; lost mind and taken somewhere against willDuring my rock bottom, I ended up losing my mind and being in a similar situation. Dragged to where I didn't want to go, and the feeling of powerlessness is immense.In context ↗ |
| 2024-10-27 | found esoteric teachingsWhat worked for me was going deep into esoteric teachings and discovering 'Source' - God - uncorrupted by all the false religions we have.In context ↗ |
Adverse events
- Antidepressants (unspecified)“I used to meditate myself with anti depressants. ... Well, they destroyed me.” In context ↗ Mood or psychiatric effects
Symptoms mentioned
Their words about their symptoms
- Anxiety & low mood
I thought the pills would fix my "cHemICaL ImbALaNcE", that they would make me happy.
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