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Long COVID Outcome unclear

Long COVID with suicidal ideation and anger, still ill; psychiatrist's explanation helped

Condition
Long COVID
At worst
Mild (working or studying, with limits)
Ill for
Not stated
Last post
Oct 2025
In their words
  • Condition: Long COVIDI got LC after my second bout with Covid. In context ↗
  • At worst: MildIt’s like I exhausted all efforts on existing and moving around, and had not more gas for pleasantries when challenged. In context ↗
  • Began after: COVIDI got LC after my second bout with Covid. In context ↗
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Summary

Sequoia 63903 developed long COVID after a second bout of COVID-19. A few months in they noticed intense suicidal ideation, anger and a mind that felt like it was going rogue; a psychiatrist's explanation that these were symptoms of the illness helped them stop dwelling on the thoughts. A family trip without proper rest left them irritable. They still had long COVID when writing in October 2025.

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What they tried

Their words about each treatment
  • my psychiatrist · HelpedI had the sense to reach out to my psychiatrist ... it helped me view the suicidal ideation as an unreliable intrusive thought In context ↗

Their path

They say too little about how ill they were at each step to draw it on the severity scale, so the steps are listed as they describe them. Dates are when they posted.

WhenWhat happened
onsetlong COVID after a second COVID infectionI got LC after my second bout with Covid. In context ↗
a few months into long COVIDintense suicidal ideation, anger, mind going rogueA few months in to my LC, I noticed very palpable feelings of suicidal ideation. In context ↗
—psychiatrist explained the ideation as a symptom of the illnessit helped me view the suicidal ideation as an unreliable intrusive thought In context ↗
2025-10-22still has long COVID; irritable on a family trip without restas someone with LC In context ↗

Symptoms mentioned

Their words about their symptoms
  • Anxiety & low moodvery palpable feelings of suicidal ideation ... I felt angrier, and I felt like my internal monologue was…kind of going rogue In context ↗

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