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Long COVID Severe → much betterIll 5 months before improving or writing

Weeks in ICU with COVID-19, long COVID with anxiety and depression, much better with work

Condition
Long COVID
At worst
Severe (mostly bedbound)
Ill before improving or writing
5 months
Last post
Jul 2021
In their words
  • Condition: Long COVIDLong hauling since then. In context ↗
  • At worst: SevereI’ve been out of the icu for about 4 months now. In context ↗
  • Now: Much betterThe thing that has helped the most was working again. In context ↗
  • Began after: COVIDI’ve been out of the icu for about 4 months now. Long hauling since then.
Read from 4 of their posts and comments; links to the 4 this page draws on

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Summary

Birch 80303 spent weeks in the ICU with COVID-19 and was given ketamine, propofol, versed and fentanyl; ketamine left them hallucinating. Four months after leaving ICU they were still long hauling with anxiety and depression. Returning to work as a developer helped most; brain remediation at Cornell helped a little, and antihistamines helped the long haul but can cause heavy depression. A strep sinusitis had gone on six months with no antibiotic helping.

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What they tried

Their words about each treatment
  • ketamine · Much worseI can’t describe it but that ketamine really messed me up. In context ↗
  • brain remediation at Cornell · HelpedI’ve done brain remediation at Cornell, it helped a tiny bit. In context ↗
  • working again · HelpedThe thing that has helped the most was working again. In context ↗
  • H1 blockers · Helpedwhile antihistamines do help long haul they can also cause heavy depression, so can the benzos. In context ↗
  • H2 blockers · Not saidOther than that I take H1, H2 blockers everyday. In context ↗
  • Vitamin D · Not said5k of Vitamin D, and a multivitamin. In context ↗
  • klonopin · Not saidI also take klonopin PRN. In context ↗
  • COVID vaccine · No changeI’ve gotten both doses myself, no relief here but hey I guess the protection is worth it. In context ↗
  • antibiotic · No changeStrep from hell that no antibiotic seems to affect. In context ↗

Approaches: H1 antihistamines · Exercise and activity

Their path

What they say at each step doesn’t fit the worst point or outcome above on the severity scale, so the steps are listed as they describe them. Dates are when they posted.

WhenWhat happened
early 2021COVID-19, weeks in ICU, hallucinationsI realized something wasn’t right when the first month in the hospital I started hallucinating. In context ↗
2021hallucinations on ketamine in ICUthat ketamine really messed me up. Ever since then I close my eyes and see things In context ↗
2021-06-14back to work as a developer; brain remediation at CornellThe thing that has helped the most was working again. In context ↗
2021-07-06chronic strep sinusitis, no antibiotic helpedChronic sinusitis caused by strep going on 6 months now. In context ↗

Adverse events

  • Ketamine“It’s a strong dissociative, I can’t describe it but that ketamine really messed me up. Ever since then I close my eyes and see things, I’m scared to close them.” In context ↗ Mood or psychiatric effects
  • Ketamine“I spent weeks in the ICU hallucinating on it. Some of the worst and strongest hallucinations that haunt me to this day.” In context ↗ Other

Symptoms mentioned

Their words about their symptoms
  • Brain fogI’ve done brain remediation at Cornell, it helped a tiny bit. In context ↗
  • Anxiety & low moodOh I thought the anxiety and depression was universal at this point lol. I definitely have that too. In context ↗

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