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Long COVID Outcome unclearIll for 8 months

Long COVID brain fog and severe depression; tried Lexapro and LSD

Condition
Long COVID
At worst
Moderate (mostly housebound)
Ill for
8 months
Last post
Jan 2023
In their words
  • Condition: Long COVIDAfter I recovered, I started to decline mentally In context ↗
  • At worst: Moderaterarely left my place, and had no motivation or desire to do anything In context ↗
  • Began after: COVIDI got Covid twice with the last one being in May 2022.
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Summary

Beech 33121 caught COVID twice, the second time in May 2022, and afterwards declined mentally with brain fog, lost sleep and appetite (35 lbs), and severe depression with daily passive suicidal ideation, isolating and struggling at work. A therapist helped them talk through some issues but they still felt the same, and Lexapro (which left them feeling flat) did not help. A single LSD session they called a Hail Mary lifted the depression within days, leaving their mind quiet and peaceful.

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What they tried

Their words about each treatment
  • therapist · No changemy therapist now helped me talk out some issues that I had internalized long ago and offered some steps to address it, but I still felt the same way In context ↗
  • Lexapro · WorseThis didn’t happen for me when I reached the 4th week and it made me feel “flat”. Like, no emotion to anything at all. In context ↗
  • LSD · Helped a lotFucking Hail Mary with LSD cured my depression. In context ↗

Their path

They say too little about how ill they were at each step to draw it on the severity scale, so the steps are listed as they describe them. Dates are when they posted.

WhenWhat happenedWhere they were
May 2022second COVID infection, out for almost two weeksI got Covid twice with the last one being in May 2022. The second one whooped my ass and I was out for almost two weeks. In context ↗Not stated
mid 2022mental decline after COVID: brain fog, lost sleep and appetite, severe depression, isolating, work decliningAfter I recovered, I started to decline mentally ... my depression in full force with daily passive suicidal ideation. In context ↗Mild
January 2023depression lifted after an LSD sessionFucking Hail Mary with LSD cured my depression. In context ↗Not stated

Adverse events

  • Escitalopram (Lexapro)“This didn’t happen for me when I reached the 4th week and it made me feel “flat”. Like, no emotion to anything at all.” In context ↗ Mood or psychiatric effects
  • LSD (including microdosing)“the way I was talking about myself, my struggles, my depression, I was rationalizing suicide and that was the simple solution to all of my problems” In context ↗ Suicidal thoughts or attempt

Symptoms mentioned

Their words about their symptoms
  • Brain fogincreasing brain fog, frequently losing focus especially at work, constantly forgetting things In context ↗
  • Sleep problemssevere lack of sleep and appetite (lost 35 lbs) In context ↗
  • Anxiety & low moodmy depression in full force with daily passive suicidal ideation In context ↗

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