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ME/CFS Moderate → no benefit

Moderate ME/CFS with akathisia, worse after lymph node massage, no improvement

Condition
ME/CFS
At worst
Moderate (mostly housebound)
Ill for
Not stated
Last post
Aug 2026
In their words
  • Condition: ME/CFSIt’s hell because reading is such a great escape from the torture that is this illness. In context ↗
  • At worst: ModerateI was still moderate level at this time. In context ↗
  • Now: No benefitI gave myself a lymph node massage about 10 days ago thinking this would help me and since then I’ve been worse across the board. In context ↗
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Summary

Cove 59437 has had moderate ME/CFS, with bouts of akathisia that propranolol eventually stopped. Years ago a bad akathisia episode was followed by days of much better function with no PEM, then a return to baseline. In June 2026 a lymph node massage left them worse across the board, and by July mental crashes cut reading to 5-6 pages a day, with screen sensitivity, increased heart rate and anxiety.

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What they tried

Their words about each treatment
  • Propranolol · HelpedPropranolol eventually made the akathisia go away completely. In context ↗
  • mindfulness meditation · WorseRecently I had been trying mindfulness meditation after many years of not doing it, and this also started setting off my heart along with all kinds of weird anxiety issues. In context ↗
  • Fluoxetine · Not saidI am on a fairly low dose of Fluoxetine and am considering lowering the dose even more to see how this will affect me. In context ↗
  • prayer to Aphrodite · Not saidI pray to Aphrodite a lot. In context ↗
  • slowly increasing reading · Not saidI just slowly start reading again with a few pages a day, slowly increasing the number of pages. In context ↗
  • lymph node massage · WorseI gave myself a lymph node massage about 10 days ago thinking this would help me and since then I’ve been worse across the board. In context ↗
  • pill broken up (unidentified) · WorseI tried it for a while but was only able to get the pill, so I was breaking the pills up as best as I could. ... I ended up having a weird reaction one night and went off of it. In context ↗

Their path

Very severeSevereModerateMildNear normalRecovered

How ill they were on the ME/CFS severity scale, estimated from what they describe at each point, in the order they describe; they don’t give enough times to place each step. Hover or tap a point. Dates are when they posted. What the levels mean.

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WhenWhat happenedWhere they were
a few years before 2026moderate ME/CFS with recurring bouts of akathisiaI was still moderate level at this time. In context ↗Moderate
a few years before 2026after a bad akathisia trigger, several days of much better function with no PEMsomehow was basically able to function a lot better for several days with no PEM In context ↗Mild
a few years before 2026returned to usual baseline shortly afterThings went back to normal soon enough though. In context ↗Moderate
June 2026worse across the board after a self-given lymph node massageI gave myself a lymph node massage about 10 days ago thinking this would help me and since then I’ve been worse across the board. In context ↗Moderate
July 2026another mental crash cut reading downA few weeks ago I was knocking out a good 45-50 pages a day, but now after having another crash I am only able to read 5-6 pages. In context ↗Moderate
July 2026mindfulness meditation set off heart rate and anxietyRecently I had been trying mindfulness meditation after many years of not doing it, and this also started setting off my heart along with all kinds of weird anxiety issues. In context ↗Moderate

Adverse events

  • Manual lymphatic drainage“I gave myself a lymph node massage about 10 days ago thinking this would help me and since then I’ve been worse across the board.” In context ↗ Made symptoms worse
  • Meditation, yoga, breathwork“Recently I had been trying mindfulness meditation after many years of not doing it, and this also started setting off my heart along with all kinds of weird anxiety issues.” In context ↗ Heart rhythm problems
  • Meditation, yoga, breathwork“I used to meditate a lot, which I have been forced to stop due to it making my mental state worse” In context ↗ Mood or psychiatric effects
  • “I tried it for a while but was only able to get the pill, so I was breaking the pills up as best as I could. But I ended up having a weird reaction one night and went off of it.” In context ↗ Side effects

Symptoms mentioned

Their words about their symptoms
  • Brain fogWhen I have a mental crash, I have to stop reading for a bit. It has nothing to do with my fatigue, just my brain acting up In context ↗
  • Light & noise sensitivityI have been having very serious screen sensitivity again In context ↗
  • Heart symptoms & palpitationsit makes my heart rate go way up if I use the phone too much In context ↗

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