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ME/CFS Moderate → no benefit

Moderate ME/CFS with dread and OCD rumination, now worse than ever

Condition
ME/CFS
At worst
Moderate (mostly housebound)
Ill for
Not stated
Last post
Oct 2025
In their words
Read from 14 of their posts and comments; links to the 12 this page draws on

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Summary

An r/cfs user described moderate ME/CFS, not bedridden, with fragile mental health, existential dread and OCD rumination; sunlight and vitamin D pills were intolerable and worsened depression. Propranolol helped heart pounding and anxiety and trazodone was for sleep, while a low dose of Prozac helped generally; TRE eased anxiety, though meditation could also trigger symptoms. A mistake in April 2025 lowered their baseline, and in October 2025 it dropped again, leaving them worse than ever.

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What they tried

Their words about each treatment
  • Meditation · HelpedIt has helped me recently, I’m not feeling as badly as I was when I posted this. In context ↗
  • Propranolol · HelpedPropranolol helps. In context ↗
  • vitamin D supplements · WorseAfter about a week of supplementing, vitamin D, I experienced extreme tiredness and worsened depression. In context ↗
  • Raw ginger · HelpedRaw ginger seems to help me with this. In context ↗
  • Prozac · HelpedI’m on a low dose of Prozac and it helps. In context ↗
  • Trazodone · Not saidI also take Propranolol for anxiousness and Trazodone for sleep. In context ↗
  • TRE · HelpedI haven’t gotten much relief from physical symptoms but they have helped a ton with anxiety and panic over the years. In context ↗
  • hot towel · HelpedMy inner thighs ache constantly and the only thing that seems to help so far is placing a hot towel against them. In context ↗

Their path

Very severeSevereModerateMildNear normalRecovered

How ill they were on the ME/CFS severity scale, estimated from what they describe at each point, in the order they describe; they don’t give enough times to place each step. Hover or tap a point. 2 steps say too little to place on the scale and are only in the table. Dates are when they posted. What the levels mean.

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WhenWhat happenedWhere they wereAfter
2023-08-05first posts while ill: heart pounding, on propranolol, past restlessnessMy heart rate doesn’t necessarily get super high, but it pounds very hard. Propranolol helps. In context ↗Not stated
2024-07-16vitamin D supplements and extra sunlight brought extreme tiredness and worsened depressionAfter about a week of supplementing, vitamin D, I experienced extreme tiredness and worsened depression. In context ↗Not statedVitamin D and sun exposure
2025-02-14mental health crisis with existential dread and OCD rumination; mother hospitalisedI’m only moderate, not completely bedridden, but living this way is severely impacting my already fragile mental health. In context ↗Moderate
2025-03-09feeling less bad after a simple meditation techniqueIt has helped me recently, I’m not feeling as badly as I was when I posted this. In context ↗ModerateMeditation, yoga, breathwork
2025-04-30baseline lowered after a mistake, after 16 months stableI was stable for 16 whole months at moderate level, and then one stupid mistake has made me worse. In context ↗Moderate
September 2025doing very well before an unexplained baseline dropI was also doing very well before that. In context ↗Moderate
2025-10-03baseline dropped out of nowhere two weeks earlier; worse than everMy baseline lowered out of nowhere two weeks ago for seemingly no reason at all. I was also doing very well before that. Now I am worse than ever In context ↗Moderate

Adverse events

  • Propranolol (Inderal)“When I was first on it, I noticed that I became irritable easily, but this seems to have gone away over time.” In context ↗ Mood or psychiatric effects
  • Vitamin D and sun exposure“I recently tried supplements, however, and was unable to tolerate them. After about a week of supplementing, vitamin D, I experienced extreme tiredness and worsened depression.” In context ↗ Made symptoms worse
  • Meditation, yoga, breathwork“meditation is actually one of the things that triggers those symptoms, as weird as it sounds.” In context ↗ Made symptoms worse

Symptoms mentioned

Their words about their symptoms
  • Heart symptoms & palpitationsMy heart rate doesn’t necessarily get super high, but it pounds very hard. In context ↗
  • Anxiety & low moodI’m getting horrible existential dread and my OCD rumination is out of control right now. In context ↗
  • Sleep problemsI also take Propranolol for anxiousness and Trazodone for sleep. In context ↗
  • Pain & fibromyalgiaMy inner thighs ache constantly and the only thing that seems to help so far is placing a hot towel against them. In context ↗
  • Light & noise sensitivityI can’t tolerate much sunlight and consequently my vitamin D levels are very low. In context ↗

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