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ME/CFS Relapsed

Severe ME/CFS fatigue and crashes, improved on citalopram then relapsed after stopping

Condition
ME/CFS
At worst
Not stated
Ill before improving or writing
Not stated
Last post
Jul 2024
In their words
  • Condition: ME/CFSmy PEM sends me into suicidal frenzy In context ↗
  • Now: RelapsedThen I stopped taking it, and all symptoms and severe fatigue came back. In context ↗
Read from 7 of their posts and comments; links to the 5 this page draws on

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Summary

A woman in r/cfs who links her illness to a past mono with reactive EBV, covid shots and covid, describes severe fatigue and post-exertional crashes that leave her in a suicidal frenzy. Low-dose citalopram, taken earlier, lifted her symptoms and made her feel alive, but she stopped it and all symptoms and severe fatigue returned; she was thinking of restarting. Ativan gave her a false sense of wellbeing followed by a severe crash.

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What they tried

Also tried

Their words about each treatment
  • citalopram · Helped a lotI seriously thought I was cured! I was social, had energy to keep going, my period wouldn't wipe me out for weeks, and I just felt alive! In context ↗
  • Ativan · WorseIt backfires. It's a false sense of well-being that day and then horrible crash the following day. In context ↗

Approaches: SSRIs

Their path

They say too little about how ill they were at each step to draw it on the severity scale, so the steps are listed as they describe them. Dates are when they posted.

WhenWhat happenedWhere they wereAfter
—Illness began after a past mono with reactive EBV, covid shots and covidat some point, I had a mono as I had reactive EBV. Then covid shots, then covid. In context ↗Not stated
—Low-dose citalopram lifted symptoms; felt alive and socialI seriously thought I was cured! I was social, had energy to keep going, my period wouldn't wipe me out for weeks, and I just felt alive! In context ↗Near normalCitalopram (Celexa)
—Stopped citalopram and all symptoms and severe fatigue returnedThen I stopped taking it, and all symptoms and severe fatigue came back. In context ↗Not stated
2024-07-07Still ill and exhausted, weighing going back on citalopram; ativan gives a good day then a severe fatigue crashI just feel good on ativan and then very sleepy, followed by severe fatigue the next day. In context ↗Not stated

Adverse events

  • Citalopram (Celexa)“the only shitty part about it is that it completely killed my libido/ability to climax” In context ↗ Side effects
  • Lorazepam (Ativan)“It backfires. It's a false sense of well-being that day and then horrible crash the following day. ... I just feel good on ativan and then very sleepy, followed by severe fatigue the next day.” Made symptoms worse

Symptoms mentioned

Their words about their symptoms
  • Post-exertional malaisemy PEM sends me into suicidal frenzy, usually happens worse by the end of my period In context ↗
  • Anxiety & low moodit was great way to deal with depression and especially anxiety In context ↗

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