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ME/CFS Outcome unclearIll for 5 years

ME/CFS with brain fog and pain; EMDR and low-dose antidepressant tried

Condition
ME/CFS
At worst
Moderate (mostly housebound)
Ill for
5 years
Last post
Apr 2023
In their words
  • Condition: ME/CFSmy brain fog is so bad all I can think of to say In context ↗
  • At worst: ModerateI have a shower chair and I still feel exhausted after showering. Today is supposed to be my hair washing day and I'm skipping it because I'd rather clean out my reptile's new fountain we got him. At least after that I know I won't be forced to take a nap. In context ↗
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Summary

Pebble 10829 had ME/CFS, with brain fog, sciatic pain and vision trouble, and says she set her health back by pushing through a house move. Two years of EMDR therapy with an empathetic therapist helped immensely, and a low 25 mg antidepressant dose lifted her out of a deep dark hole. Showering still exhausted her in 2021, and in 2023 she still struggled with bedtime phone use and sleep.

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What they tried

Their words about each treatment
  • EMDR therapy · Helped a lotI'm two years into EMDR therapy with a wonderfully empathetic therapist and it has helped immensely. In context ↗
  • antidepressants · HelpedI'm on antidepressants ... which is just enough to boost me out of that deep dark hole In context ↗
  • stimulants · No changemy doctor has tried me on some stimulants in the past ... They didn't work for me because my body hates most meds lol In context ↗
  • armodafinil · Not saidThe last one we tried me on was armodafinil, which I think he said was a pretty mild one. In context ↗
  • a stretch done in bed · HelpedI can do it in bed and it takes very little muscle work but gives a lot of relief to my sciatic area In context ↗
  • physical therapy · Not saidI have a PT who understands CFS very well and only gives me a few *very* light exercises to do between sessions with her. In context ↗
  • shower chair · No changeI have a shower chair and I still feel exhausted after showering. In context ↗
  • dehumidifier and mold minimization at home · Not saidWe have a dehumidifier in our bathroom, have never had one black spot appear anywhere in the home. In context ↗
  • reading a book or a menial phone game at bedtime · HelpedI switched to reading a book instead of being on my phone and it puts me to sleep super fast now In context ↗

Their path

They say too little about how ill they were at each step to draw it on the severity scale, so the steps are listed as they describe them. Dates are when they posted.

WhenWhat happenedAfter
2015 (approx.)onset of ME/CFSI finally feel like I'm starting to settle in there after 5 years. In context ↗
2020-02-11set their health back pushing through a house moveI'm pretty sure I really set back my health with how much I still ended up pushing myself. In context ↗
2020-07-31EMDR therapy helped immenselyI'm two years into EMDR therapy with a wonderfully empathetic therapist and it has helped immensely. In context ↗Trauma work (EFT, EMDR, TRE)
2020-10-08low-dose antidepressant lifted their moodI'm also on a very low dosage (25mg vs the average starting point of 50mg) which is just enough to boost me out of that deep dark hole In context ↗Antidepressants (unspecified)
2021-02-24more easy days, fewer vision issuesSince I've been able to have more days to take things easy, I haven't had as many vision issues, which has been nice. In context ↗
2023-04-10still struggling with sleep and bedtime phone useIt's sometimes a struggle for me to force myself to do something other than be on my phone at bedtime. In context ↗

Symptoms mentioned

Their words about their symptoms
  • Post-exertional malaiseI'm pretty sure I really set back my health with how much I still ended up pushing myself. In context ↗
  • Brain fogI have appointments where my brain fog is so bad all I can think of to say is In context ↗
  • Pain & fibromyalgiagives a lot of relief to my sciatic area In context ↗
  • Vision problemsI haven't had as many vision issues, which has been nice. In context ↗
  • Anxiety & low moodjust enough to boost me out of that deep dark hole In context ↗
  • Sleep problemsIt's sometimes a struggle for me to force myself to do something other than be on my phone at bedtime. In context ↗

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