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ME/CFS Moderate → somewhat betterIll 3.5 years before improving or writing

ME/CFS with nausea and suicidal thoughts, somewhat better with pacing and Wellbutrin

Condition
ME/CFS
At worst
Moderate (mostly housebound)
Ill before improving or writing
3.5 years
Last post
Feb 2019
In their words
  • Condition: ME/CFSWith cfs that has only made my life worst. In context ↗
  • At worst: Moderateit is also a social outlet I can have without having to leave my house ... my time in bed much more enjoyable
  • Now: Somewhat betterThings got a lot better for me when I eventually was able to be more in tune with how I was feeling In context ↗
Read from 14 of their posts and comments; links to the 8 this page draws on

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Summary

A person said it took them three or four years to learn that pushing through symptoms only made things worse, and that pacing made things a lot better. Wellbutrin, taken for a couple of years at 300 mg after a couple of dose tries, lifted their mental fatigue and depression, while wrong doses made everything worse. They eventually stopped being suicidal, though nausea persisted almost constantly and anything beyond walking cost too much energy.

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What they tried

Their words about each treatment
  • being more in tune with how I was feeling · HelpedThings got a lot better for me when I eventually was able to be more in tune with how I was feeling and letting how I was feeling control what I do In context ↗
  • wellbutrin · HelpedI have had good results in fighting my mental fatigue and depression with welbutrin. In context ↗
  • therapy / psychologist · HelpedWith a focus, seeing a psychologist, and some hard work I eventually stopped being suicidal and never looked back. In context ↗
  • weighted blanket · HelpedGet her a weighted blanket. It has made my sleep incredible and my time in bed much more enjoyable. In context ↗
  • walking · HelpedThe success I have found so far is in walking. Anything more costs too much energy for the benefit. In context ↗
  • beer · HelpedI am nauseous almost 24/7 and after a beer or two that goes away and makes me feel better. In context ↗

Approaches: CBT & mindset · Exercise and activity · Pacing

Their path

Very severeSevereModerateMildNear normalRecovered

How ill they were on the ME/CFS severity scale, estimated from what they describe at each point, in the order they describe; they don’t give enough times to place each step. Hover or tap a point. 1 step says too little to place on the scale and is only in the table. Dates are when they posted. What the levels mean.

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WhenWhat happenedWhere they wereAfter
onsetCFS onset; used to push through symptomsI grew up working hard and pushing through the pain. With cfs that has only made my life worst. In context ↗Not stated
2018-03-12medication dose change made everything else worseI am recently going through a dosage change right now and it is the worst. In context ↗Moderate
2018-03-17learned to pace instead of pushing throughThings got a lot better for me when I eventually was able to be more in tune with how I was feeling In context ↗MildPacing and the energy envelope
2018-05-14right antidepressant dose lifted mental fatigue and depressionThe right dosage makes me feel more like me. In context ↗MildBupropion (Wellbutrin)
2019-02-13no longer suicidal; still nauseous almost constantlyI eventually stopped being suicidal and never looked back. In context ↗Mild

Adverse events

  • Bupropion (Wellbutrin)“I have had good results in fighting my mental fatigue and depression with welbutrin. It took me a couple tries to find the right dosage though. The wrong dosage made everything worst.” In context ↗ Made symptoms worse

Symptoms mentioned

Their words about their symptoms
  • Brain fogI have had good results in fighting my mental fatigue and depression with welbutrin. In context ↗
  • Gut problemsI am nauseous almost 24/7 In context ↗
  • Anxiety & low moodmy psychologist has advised that I play as much as I would like to help with my depression In context ↗
  • Sleep problemsIt has made my sleep incredible In context ↗
  • Pain & fibromyalgiaI grew up working hard and pushing through the pain. In context ↗

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