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ME/CFS Severe → relapsedIll 9.5 years before improving or writing

Bedridden with ME/CFS, remission after antidepressants and life change, bedridden again

Condition
ME/CFS
At worst
Severe (mostly bedbound)
Ill before improving or writing
9.5 years
Last post
Oct 2023
In their words
  • Condition: ME/CFSI was sick in 2014 bedridden 21 months and 2.5 years more to go into remission In context ↗
  • At worst: Severebedridden 16 months and getting worse despite trying everything In context ↗
  • Now: Relapsedcrashed again end of 2017, meds again continued to affect but mask the issues, then bam! Protracted withdrawal had me crash and bedridden again In context ↗
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Summary

Cove 25442 fell ill in 2014 and was bedridden 21 months. High-dose antidepressants and a complete life change brought remission, but a crash at the end of 2017 and protracted withdrawal left them bedridden again. After about four years of a new life they crashed around mid-2022, and by October 2023 had been bedridden 16 months and were getting worse despite medications, supplements, diets, meditation, vagal nerve work and therapy.

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What they tried

Their words about each treatment
  • mega high antidepressants · Helped a lotI was sick in 2014 bedridden 21 months and 2.5 years more to go into remission - but it was with mega high antidepressants and a complete life change In context ↗
  • supplements · Not saidI’ve tried meds, supplements, showers, pushing, resting, diets, meditations, vagal nerve, therapy In context ↗
  • pushing · WorseI keep trying to get moving and push through.. nope.. In context ↗

Approaches: Other drugs and medicines

Their path

Very severeSevereModerateMildNear normalRecoveredonset2 y4 y6 y8 y

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WhenWhat happenedWhere they wereAfter
2014Fell ill in 2014, bedriddenI was sick in 2014 bedridden 21 months In context ↗Severe
~2017Went into remission2.5 years more to go into remission - but it was with mega high antidepressants and a complete life change In context ↗Near normalAntidepressants (unspecified)
end of 2017Crashed again, protracted antidepressant withdrawalcrashed again end of 2017, meds again continued to affect but mask the issues, then bam! Protracted withdrawal had me crash and bedridden again In context ↗Severe
~2018Four years into a new lifethis crash of 16 months is the most devastating yet as I was 4 years into a new life and doing great things In context ↗Near normal
~mid 2022Crash after four good yearsthis crash of 16 months is the most devastating yet In context ↗Severe
2023-10Still bedridden and getting worsebedridden 16 months and getting worse despite trying everything In context ↗Severe

Adverse events

Symptoms mentioned

Their words about their symptoms
  • Brain fogcognition is poor and the fog is 1000 thoughts an hour In context ↗
  • Pain & fibromyalgiapain beyond words In context ↗
  • Vision problemsvision loss and cognitive decline In context ↗
  • Sleep problemsTv no, phone (more than I should), sleep no In context ↗
  • Light & noise sensitivityTv no, phone (more than I should) In context ↗
  • Neuropathy & tinglingneurological buzzing and burning In context ↗
  • Anxiety & low moodit's a living psychosis - one I'm watching from the outside In context ↗

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