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ME/CFS No benefitIll for 6 years

In bed most of the day with ME/CFS, no improvement from treatments tried

Condition
ME/CFS
At worst
Not stated
Ill for
6 years
Last post
Sep 2026
In their words
  • Condition: ME/CFStwo years later i got in with a neurologist and was diagnosed with MECFS and POTS In context ↗
  • Now: No benefiti've been looking since 2021 and ive found nothing helpful as my CFS gets worse :( In context ↗
  • Began after: a bacterial or tick-borne infectionthen i got very severe aspiration pneumonia , which was misdiagnosed as just the flu due to the covid panic and went untreated for over a month In context ↗
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Summary

Nightjar 67178 fell ill around 2020 after severe aspiration pneumonia went untreated for a month, and was diagnosed with ME/CFS and POTS two years later. Pushing through work and exercise took them from mild to moderate; by 2026 they were in bed most of the day, upright for about two hours, and moving onto worse. An anti-inflammatory diet reduced flares, but no other treatment or years of therapy helped, and ivabradine caused three weeks of severe symptoms.

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What they tried

Their words about each treatment
  • anti inflammatory diet · Helpedan anti inflammatory diet has been helping me a lot , i miss a lot of foods but if i eat something inflammatory i immediately flare up badly In context ↗
  • guanfacine · Worsemy dr gave me guanfacine ( he said it was like adhd med for kids ) and it does absolutely nothing to help me In context ↗
  • klonopin · Not saidi also take klonopin at night 5mg but ive never noticed that id gotten worse on it In context ↗
  • therapy · Worsei tried to stay in therapy for my MECFS but it only made it worse because talking and radical acceptance doesn’t help In context ↗
  • medication for my mental health · No changei’m on medication for my mental health and it’s made no difference In context ↗
  • exercise / pushing through · Much worsei did push through , only to get PEM every time and feel even worse In context ↗
  • amitriptyline · Helpedi’m on 200mg for severe insomnia but i still barely get any sleep In context ↗
  • weed · Helpedsurprisingly weed ( mixed with my current meds , i know it’s bad to do that but all that happens is i get deep unbroken sleep ) does work In context ↗
  • ivabradine · Much worsethey put me on ivabradine and it was the worst three weeks of my life In context ↗
  • propranolol · Worseugh propranolol made me feel awful too i’m sorry it didn’t work for you In context ↗
  • midodrine · Worsei went into the 40s on midodrine and i thought i was dying In context ↗
  • vyvanse · Helpedif anything the vyvanse helps lower my heart rate and blood pressure because it helps stop my racing anxious thoughts In context ↗
  • nausea meds · Not saidim prescribed three heavy nausea meds and a medicine to keep my stomach from going nuts In context ↗

Their path

Very severeSevereModerateMildNear normalRecoveredonset12 mo2 y3 y4 y5 y6 y

How ill they were on the ME/CFS severity scale, estimated from what they describe at each point, with time counted from when the illness began. Hover or tap a point. Dates are when they posted. What the levels mean.

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WhenWhat happenedWhere they were
2020ME/CFS after aspiration pneumonia left untreated for over a monththen i got very severe aspiration pneumonia , which was misdiagnosed as just the flu due to the covid panic and went untreated for over a month In context ↗Mild
6 mopushed through work and exercise on doctors' advice, ruining baselinei did push through , only to get PEM every time and feel even worse ... i had moved myself from mild to moderate and significantly ruined my baseline In context ↗Moderate
2026-05three weeks of severe reaction to ivabradine, which cleared after stoppingthey put me on ivabradine and it was the worst three weeks of my life In context ↗Severe
2026-09still severely ill and mostly in bed; no treatment has helpedi absolutely hate ivabradine , it made me so insanely sick and my blood pressure was in hypertension just laying down In context ↗Moderate

Adverse events

  • Guanfacine“the guanfacine makes me way worse at a higher dose , lots of fainting and head rushes and going deaf / blind for a while after standing or sitting up .” In context ↗ Low blood pressure or fainting
  • CBT and psychotherapy“i tried to stay in therapy for my MECFS but it only made it worse because talking and radical acceptance doesn’t help” In context ↗ Made symptoms worse
  • Everyday exercise and activity“i did push through , only to get PEM every time and feel even worse ... i had moved myself from mild to moderate and significantly ruined my baseline” In context ↗ Made symptoms worse
  • Ivabradine“it was the worst three weeks of my life ... it made me so insanely sick and my blood pressure was in hypertension just laying down . felt like i was going to die” Made symptoms worse
  • Ivabradine“end of the first day i had a hard pounding in my chest , much harder than my usual pounding and i couldn’t breathe well or catch my breath because my chest was so tight” In context ↗ Heart rhythm problems
  • Ivabradine“i felt nauseous , sick , dizzy , scared / anxious , overheating very badly , unable to breath , horrible headaches that don’t go away , just awful” In context ↗ Side effects
  • Ivabradine“i stopped being able to fall asleep because the pounding heart and my shortness / inability to catch my breath made it so i couldn’t fall asleep . ive been getting 3 hours if im lucky” In context ↗ Insomnia from treatment
  • Propranolol (Inderal)“ugh propranolol made me feel awful too” In context ↗ Made symptoms worse
  • Midodrine“i went into the 40s on midodrine and i thought i was dying” In context ↗ Heart rhythm problems

Symptoms mentioned

Their words about their symptoms
  • Post-exertional malaisei did push through , only to get PEM every time and feel even worse In context ↗
  • Brain fogbrain fog that makes me cry in anger because i can’t understand what people are saying to me In context ↗
  • POTS & dysautonomiatwo years later i got in with a neurologist and was diagnosed with MECFS and POTS In context ↗
  • Mast cell (MCAS) & allergiesi get a massive hive / rash thing all up my neck and chest and face and ears In context ↗
  • Sleep problemsi’m on 200mg for severe insomnia but i still barely get any sleep In context ↗
  • Pain & fibromyalgiai genuinely just lay down dissociated , in pain , exhausted In context ↗
  • Headaches & migrainehorrible headaches that don’t go away In context ↗
  • Breathlessnessi still cant breathe or think or move or anything In context ↗
  • Heart symptoms & palpitationsheart rate is chronically 130s / 120s unless i don’t move at all ever In context ↗
  • Muscle weaknessi couldn’t even stand In context ↗
  • Anxiety & low moodi do have severe depression , i also have severe cptsd from abuse In context ↗
  • Tinnitusmy vision kept blacking out with tinnitus deafening me In context ↗
  • Gut problemsi throw up foam and need the er bc of severe dehydration In context ↗

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